Have you ever just been so confused with life that you have no idea what to do next??? Well I'm at that point right now, I'm just stumped pretty much. I do the same routine everyday, which is good for Cristian, but I kind of feel like I'm going crazy just a little bit. The worst part is I can't even explain what's going on. It seems like the more and longer this goes on with me, the more John and I fight and argue and I think that just makes things worse. I think I just miss hanging out with my friends and I haven't seen my sisters and neices and nephew since before Christmas, so I think maybe I'm just like having withdraws or soemthing like that. And I want to go visit them in North Carolina so bad but my mom doesn't want to go this weekend and I don't know if it's a very good idea for me to drive by myself with Cristian almost 3 1/2 hours away, but I've done it before so I think I'd be okay if I decided to to do or just try to talk my mom into going with me. Then with everything going on with me, I'm trying to plan my mom's surprise birthday party and then Cristian's 2nd birthday party in April. The invitations for my mom's party are going out tomorrow and then Cristian's will go out March 30th, I think.
Aside from everything , Cristian's been sick since last Thursday annd I've used up all my vacation, leaving work early and taking off work, to take him to the doctor and we ended up in the ER one morning and he hasn't been able to go to daycare, then we had a FU for his toe that he had surgery on 2 wks ago and thankfully that's healing like it's suppose to, so we'll have another FU in 3wks and if it's still healing right and the nail grows like it's suppose then we'll schedule surgery for the other toe and go through everything all over again!!!
Well until next time...
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